The man in me

He feeds on love. He can't tell imaginary love from real one. It's all the same to him.
Two days ago he stopped being fed. Now the bastard is torturing me, he wants his dose. He just won't let it go, he's addicted, he's making me sick, taking my appetite, taking my smile, my peace. He's triggering my mind, making me go hunt for it. I fail. He won't let go, bastard..
Somday, out of hunger, he will die. I'm affraid that part of me will die with him as well.

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Walking in a winter wonderland..

Two things are new, we've got snow again (huray), and I've got new winter shoes :)



Kayta, how do you like my new shoes? :)

Your Birthdate: December 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The logical song

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they’d be singing so happily,
Joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
Logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
Clinical, intellectual, cynical.

There are times when all the world’s asleep,
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man.
Won’t you please, please tell me what we’ve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.

You might think I'm crazy
But I'm still in love with you

Call me up, baby, and I will answer your call
Call me up but remember I am no use to you at all

Trip to Litija

I love trains. I traveled by train to a small town, quite near Ljubljana, called Litija, on business - to have a presentation of a new touristic portal (still in development) we have developed. Scenery there is real nice. It was partially sunny and fogy, I enjoyed train ride so much watching the landscape out of the window. On days like this I really love my work. I have met many very nice people, all open to have a conversation. People in such small idilic towns are so nice.. And Slovenia keeps on amazes me by it's beauty.

New computer center

As a birthday present for my father's 50th birthday we made him a computer center.
Everything, with a desk, permanent unlimited internet access, etc..

Now there's already 4 computers in our home network. Pretty cool :). If feels a bit weird, though, to have my mother on messenger :)

Abraham - my father turns 50

50. Quite an age.
Party was very nice.

Congratulations, father. Happy birthday.

St. Martin's day

Yesteraday there was St. Martin's day. It's a day, when at midnight grape juice turns to wine.
This holiday is widely celebrated all over Slovenia, we are a wine country afterall..

It's also a day when half of Slovenia gets drunk :)
Drunks give bad name to a wine, though. Lately I appreciate wine very much. It's not just a beverage. Wine is much more..

When drinking a good wine, one can feel all the labour put in it. So many things, so much knowledge, attention, hard labour, experience, patience, luck, good weather, etc, is required to make a good bottle of wine. If one knows all that you just can't be cold when drinking it.

I love good wine. Drinking it with good people is one of the top 10 on my like-to-do things..

Moje babe (my babes)

Back to life, back to reality..

Feels good, in a way, to be back in Slovenia.
I feel so international :)
Little here, little there, jumping from one life to another.

It was good in Russia, like always. Lots of partying, alcohol, fun, pleasure, relaxation and of course it doesn't go without some problems.

Problems are, always have been, and will be. Fuck em