Once the temple has been violated, it's impossible to worship it any more.

Good bye Clio

Sold my car today. For lousy $300. Forgot to mention that gear box has only few days left to live :P

But still, I didn't conn the buyers, I deducted a cost of a replacement gear box from the fair price for such car.

It's funny, that I published an add on internet, and 2 hours later, and 15 incoming calls later the car is already gone. One guy even asked if the price is some kind of joke, or I'm serious about selling it for so little. I can't help it, i'm fair person, that's why I'll never be rich :)

And the guys who bought it, are going to sell it right away again... for alot more, I'm sure.

I can hardly imagine spending a week without a car now..

Memoirs of a Geisha

The heart dies, a slow death,
shedding each hope like leaves
until one day there are none.
No hopes. Nothing remains.

Seinfeld..

George: Why even try anymore? There's no sense to it. I'm never gonna meet anybody, I should just accept it.

....
....

George: I mean it's gotten to the point where I'm flirting with operators on the phone. I almost made a date with one.

Jerry: Oh, so there's still hope.

George: I don't want hope. Hope is killing me. My dream is to become hopeless. When you're hopeless, you don't care, and when you don't care, that indifference makes you attractive.

Jerry: Oh, so hopelessness is the key.

George: It's my only hope.

The Rolling Stones - Miss you (repeat = ON)

I’ve been holding out so long
I’ve been sleeping all alone
Lord I miss you
I’ve been hanging on the phone
I’ve been sleeping all alone
I want to kiss you

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh

.....

the Cast

 

Bird flu in Maribor

I work in a house located right on the embarkment of river Drava in Maribor. It's very nice location, and every now and then I go out to have a smoke and enjoy the view on the river peacfuly flowing by.
Drava has been quite poluted not so long ago, but lately improved environment care, stricter rules and new refinery have made it alot cleaner. This resulted in many birds taking this spot for their living space. Even in winter the area is full of ducks, swans, segals, etc...

But today my usual sight on birds enjoying their time on the river was a bit different. There was a boat, with 3 people wearing those contamination suits, looking like they're from space, picking up a dead swan out of the watter.. Seeing this otherwise proud and beautiful animal picked up like this into a plastic bag, knowing that flu which killed it could maybe also be deadly to people, isn't a very nice sight.

Love is in the air..

Valentine's.

I love you - always have, always will.

You know who you are.

I don't know what else to say.

The way it goes, nobody knows..

I'm never lonely. When I'm not busy with my work, I have my sister Pain, who's always with me, and there's my brother Internet, he's quite fun, and lately I'm hanging out alot with my acquaintance Seinfeld, he also never fails to make me smile..
Though I kinda got used to having sister Pain around, I think soon, I'll have to tell her that I also want to see other people, we kinda got too close. She's nice and all and we have long history together, but she got too keen on me, I think I'll have to suggest to her that we take a break, a week or something..

Skiing. It was great today. Specially the last jump. I thought there was one springboard, but surrprisingly, after I jumped one, there appeared 3 more, not seen from top of the hill and impossible to avoid. From 3rd (quite impressivly big) I jumped exatly on top of 4th one, the not steep part of it, and then few seconds later, I started to look, where my skies could be.. Except from skined face and most likely fractured wrist (I'll have to ask a doctor tomorrow morning about that one, it hurts like hell), I'm very fine. :) Finding a puddle of oil under my car later, and dead light-bulb in headlights only lifted my spirits even higher! :) Oh, and my butt also got acquainted with my sister Pain, I hope it's the beginig of a very short friendship :)

In My Secret Life

I saw you this morning.
You were moving so fast.
Can't seem to loosen my grip
On the past.
And I miss you so much.
There's no one in sight.
And we're still making love
In My Secret Life.
....

Hey, that's no way to say goodbye

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.

O, Vrba

O Vrba, srečna draga vas domača,
kjer hiša mojega stoji očeta;
da b' uka žeja me iz tvoj'ga sveta
speljala ne bila golj'fiva kača!

Ne vedel bi kako se v strup preobrača
vse, kar srce si sladkega obeta;
mi ne bila bi vera v sebe vzeta
ne bil viharjev notranjih b' igrača!

Zvesto srce in delovno ročico
za doto, ki jo nima miljonarka,
bi bil dobil izvoljeno devico;

mi mirno plavala bi moja barka;
pred ognjem dom, pred točo mi pšenico
bi bližnji sosed varoval - svet' Marka.

France Prešeren (1800-1849)

LOST

Been Lost for couple of last days. Completely. Came home, closed the shades, and show began. Nobody has even seen much of me.

First thing I do in the morning, is turn my comp on, and the last thing before going to bed is turning it off. Every day.. Sometimes I already feel I'm turning to some kind of closed inside freak, which in time gets isolated from the world, and has his own world inside his head, which has little to do with reality.