I realised I'm too damn sensitive. Worked on it for last 2 days and progress is noticeable. I feel fine.
»Ko bi govoril človeške in angelske jezike, ljubezni pa bi ne imel, sem brneč bron ali zveneče cimbale. In ko bi imel dar preroštva in ko bi poznal vse skrivnosti in imel vso vednost in ko bi imel vso vero, da bi gore prestavljal, ljubezni pa ne bi imel, nisem nič. In ko bi razdal vse svoje imetje in ko bi žrtvoval svoje telo, da bi zgorel, pa ne bi imel ljubezni, mi nič ne koristi.« (1. Kor.13, 1-4).
Feels weird to quote Bible, but this popular verse from St. Paul's letter came to my mind. The messege is, that if he could move mountains, etc. .. if he had everything, but he had no love, he's nothing.
I was telling the same thing to myself, and putting "love" above all. My definition of love is different than Paul's, though. He meant love as when you love others, for me love is when I'm loved by others..
Things that are happening to me lately seem so unnatural and untrue. Fake. But they're still happening. Is it all just pretence, or can it all be true?
Today my mind is clear. I can work with a very impressive tempo. I feel proud and strong. I feel fine..
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