Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Tough times

I'm going trough very tough period of my life. I feel depressed almost every minute when I'm alone. I don't remeber when I was last completely relaxed and feeling careless. I feel it is not good for my health.
In a week I'm going to vacation to Africa, I never even think about it. Like I don't really beliave it's really going to happen.
"My girl" is coming soon too. She's more like some distant friend than anything else.
When I get home from work today, I have to go someplace with bike again. Now I don't really feel like, but I know then when cycling I will forget all my troubles when going up some hill..

On saturday we're going with my cycling buddies on tour. It's going to be offroad. 15 km uphil and then quite dangeours downhill. I don't really care if I get injured.

I am currently employed for one firm, and I'm also in cooperation with 3 others, and besides all this I have some private projects. It doesn't mean I have alot of money. It only means alot of phone calls and it keeps my mind occupied all the time. I like that.

I don't read lately. Or watch TV. I hope I passed the exam. Then I can go on working on my diploma. Well, start working on it actually. At least I have practical part of it already done, and my knowledge about the subject is good.

At least the weather in September is very nice. Perfect day for cycling..

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