Here we go again.. It would take alot of comforting for me to feel comfortable about my girlfriend being alone there in Egypt. Unfortunately I don't get any messages and I feel uncomfortable again.
If only I could not think about it.
To make it even, and of course out of principle, now I also have to go someplace without her. I just have to. Unfortunately all my friends are in couples and I definitely can't go alone with only couples.
Going completely alone.. I don't know..
Now it's evening there. Can a girl in early twenties be happy by just hanging out with her girlfriend and no guys? Isn't that boring? They can't just stay in room..
So she is having fun with some guys, most likely, and I'm in this damn room with this damn computer, cold outside, noplace to go, and nothing to do, but work.
I know I can't have fun on vacation if there's no sex. Or at least no girl, which makes things exciting. I don't see any point in just being by the sea and lying on the beach. Without sex this is quite boring.
I'm not clear with myself yet, why I feel so uncomfortable that she went. But I know that it will be hard to let it go.
And, as mean as I am, I'd be very glad if I could make her feel the way as I feel now..
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